Wednesday, March 18, 2020

Gen X and COVID-19


                So I am a Generation X-er. Let me say that I love it! My little brother and I were, are, part of the generation that on a weekend Mom would say “Go outside and play” and we would. I have so many memories about growing up a PK (Pastor’s Kid) in rural Maine. For example, Jonathan (my “little” brother and I) would go outside in Bucksport with a magnifying glass and see how long it took to cook little red ants that lived under the steps. We would climb the big pine tree in the back yard and just hang out there. Literally. We would go down to the brook and hang out under the bridge. In Calais we would ride our bikes to the hospital parking lot and watch the ambulances come and go. Then on the way home we usually stopped to check on all the tadpoles in the brook behind the Senior Living Center that backed up to the Parsonage property. When I got too old for my Barbie dolls we used to tie them to a rope and throw them out of the hayloft in the garage and see how many berries they would bring back from the tree.

                Jon and I would play horseshoes and hang out in the blackberry patch behind the garage, pick them right off the stems and eat them there without washing them. And Jon and I are both still alive and healthy! We would walk or ride our bikes around town, go down to the convenience store with our allowance money and play video games and buy soda and gum. It was a very simple life. When Dad was appointed to Wilton and North Jay we would walk down to Wilson Lake or Kineowtha Park and hang out with friends there. Wilton was a really small town, but we had friends and got creative with ways to kill time. When I got into high school I joined the Marching Band my junior year, got my driver’s license and the “Green Machine” and sort of took off on my own. I had odd jobs, babysitting, mowing lawns, etc. so that I could earn money for gas and of course those lovely teen magazines! I know that somewhere I still have several boxes of NKOTB stuff packed away! I will worship Donnie Wahlberg ‘til I die!

                Wait, where was I going with this? Yes, now I remember! As I am sure that many of you know, I work in a laboratory setting. Right now I am with the NorDx labs at their Bramhall location right at Maine Medical Center in Portland, Maine. I am a generalist right now, but most of my career has been spent in Microbiology/Serology/Virology. I cannot tell a lie; those are my favorite parts of the lab. However, I have relearned, and learned so much in the last 19 months of my life. I am so grateful for that. Currently I do 12.5 hour shifts, but pick up extra time when I can. This past week I worked four hours Sunday and a full day on Monday. So I am right in the thick of all that is going on right now, not just in our country, but globally.  Thanks be to the Maker that I have had the past two days off to recoup and get ready for two days on duty!

                At the lab we usually have a screen up that shows the census of the hospital; how many people are on each floor, how many are in the ER, how many from the ER are awaiting room assignments, etc. While I was there on Monday, the overall census kept dropping. However, the ER was packed. What I learned was that there were several units in the ER that were quarantined for patients who showed symptoms of the lovely COVID-19 virus that is spreading like wildfire throughout not just the U.S.A. but the entire world as well. Almost every patient that came in to the ER would have the needed specimen collected to test for Flu A and Flu B and then send for the COVID-19 testing. We went through quite a bit of flu test kits that day. We even had to get another analyzer we were getting so many specimens! About half were positive for the Flu, the other half were sent on for further testing. According to the CDC people can be positive for both the Flu and the COVID-19!

                During my past two days that I have not been on duty I have been keeping in touch with co-workers who have been right on the front. From what I can gather things are a total zoo. It will be interesting to see what is going on tomorrow morning when I punch in. However, I am very grateful for the last two days that I have had here at home with Mom, Dad and my psycho-Chihuahua. I have been working on my puzzle (well, it’s “our” puzzle, right Mom?) and writing. I have so much in my head right now that I feel like it is going to explode.

                This is the first time that I as a Gen X-er have lived through something like this. I believe (from a quick check on Google) that the last major outbreak was in 2003, however that seemed to stay mostly in China. At that time I had three kids under the age of six and I don’t remember schools here in the USA totally shutting down. Now that my kids are all over the age of 18 I don’t pay as much attention to school closures, and usually those are due to snowstorms. However, this is so serious. Schools are shut down; I have a dear friend who is a librarian in Rochester, NY and doesn’t know if the schools will reopen before summer break. He is so glad he has a part-time job as well (that says something about America these days but that is a different blog: how people need more than one job to stay afloat in America these days). Right now I have many friends all over New England who now have kids at home full-time, be they high school age or younger, and they are all wondering what to do. Especially those with elementary school aged children. Do I risk my job to stay home with the kids? Do I try to find someone to watch them while I am at work, or do I stay at home and risk losing my job? There are so many questions right now that need answers.

                I am so blessed to know that I will have a job as I am in the medical laboratory profession. I will be ‘til I retire. However, the call-out list has been phenomenal. Whether it is people who are sick or need to be at home with their children I don’t know. However in watching the news more and more health care people are getting sick with this virus. I know that there is a massive shortage looming. I pray that the Man Upstairs watches over me to let me stay well so that I am able to assist these doctors in assisting the patients that so need help; be they those that have the COVID-19 or those with cancer, AIDS or other illnesses that need 24 hour seven day a week care. Sitting here being confined to home when I am not at the lab has given me so much time to think. So much thinking that my brain is actually hurting.

                I apologize if this Blog has seemed a bit rambling, but as I have said I just have so much in my head right now. I just got off the phone with my therapist who has had to cancel sessions due to this lovely virus. So now that I am not able to see here for about three weeks I will be doing a lot of writing and Blogging. This is in many ways like the Flu epidemic of 1918, except then we didn’t have the technology that we do today. I have been greatly impressed by what I have been seeing on Facebook; people at home with their children and family working on puzzles or playing games together. We, as a society have so forgotten how to do these simple things. Several weeks ago when my oldest and her boyfriend were up visiting we sat and played “Bananagrams” together for a while. It was so much fun; filled with laughter and just being together. We all need to do that more often. With this virus running ramped through our lives right now maybe this is the way of the Man Upstairs telling all of us to just be kinder to one another. To check on our neighbors; not just because of this virus but because this is something that we should do all the time. Make some extra dinner and bring some over to an elderly neighbor. Give a friend a call just to check in on them. Give a little extra to a food pantry. Just be good and “Do unto others as you would have done unto you.” Yes, that is the PK part of me coming out. I am so grateful to have been raised a PK. I didn’t quite get it when I was growing up, but the older I get the more thankful I am.

                I wouldn’t change a darn thing. I am so blessed to have been raised as a PK. To know right from wrong, to "do unto others."  And to quote the awesome TC from the Bangor Police Department’s FB page, “Keep your hands to yourself, leave other people’s things alone, and be kind to one another.”

                Dawnie out.


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